hmm

so i'm beyond done. yeah like.. you know when people complain about how HORRIBLE everything is and how sick of people they are? how, they NEED to escape the place they live because the rut is just incredibly too intense? no. well. i am done. donedonedone i have fallen from out going and fun to completely anti-social and it is only HERE! weird. i can go anywhere i fucking want and i'm fine but this place.. this place makes me something else entirley, something i really really dispise. i'm so happy i'm almost out. outoutout! i can't watch my inner self wither away any longer